Mar 272011
 

Ok, so it was only just over $900 worth of wine (that just didn’t sound as dramatic). Still that’s a lot of wine! Even if some of them are a little on the pricey side.

And that’s on top of spending close to $800 for groceries this month, which believe it or not has been about average for us so far this year. Is it even possible for two people to eat $700+ worth of food in a month? No wonder there’s no room in the refrigerator [or freezer], and I never seem to be able to find what I’m looking for. (I just found a bag of flour tortillas this morning with a January 19th sell by date.)

So is that what happens when you stop working? You spend too much time shopping, and you lose all track of money as well as time. [Or is this what inflation looks like?]

I’m not going to make my 20 year plan if I keep this pace up. Of course maybe I won’t have to. :)

On a positive note, we have managed to reduce our gasoline expenses by about $50 a month. I likely would have seen a much greater savings had gasoline prices not shot up so much since I stopped working.

Oct 202010
 

Just got back from my visit with the oncologist, and my platelets are back to normal (198 thou/cumm), which is a wee bit better then the 112 thou/cumm reported on my last test. (It looks like my instincts were correct. It was obviously a bad test.)

Even my ferritin and Vitamin D levels were within the normal range.

Not only that, but the sun is actually shining right now, which is something we haven’t seen a lot of over the past week, but hopefully will be seeing a little bit more of in the coming days.

It’s still so hard for me to fathom my good fortune to have exceeded 8½ years since my diagnosis of MCL, without requiring any treatment.

I’m not sure if there are any others in the world like myself, but I doubt there are many. It could just be I was diagnosed so early, that if there are any others, it’s more likely they just haven’t even been diagnosed yet.

However, I choose to believe it’s the cycling, green tea and red [and white] wine that has managed to keep my MCL at bay, and contributed to my good fortune.

I can’t think of a better reason for a toast.

May 042010
 

Once upon a time, I was going along fine resigned in the knowledge my time on this earth is some what limited.  Even knowing I was anemic didn’t seem to phase me. Except for some fatigue [possibly more depression related], I was still feeling reasonably well. At least as well as an anemic, 61 (soon to be 62) year old with a terminal illness could feel.

So why in the world did I have to notice the word “hypochromia” on my latest blood test? It was on the two previous tests, and I didn’t notice it. So why now?

If I hadn’t noticed it, I would still be merrily rolling along [pun intended] riding my bike 150 to 200 miles a week, drinking 4 to 5 cups of green tea a day, working 2 days a week, even planning some vacation or what not, with the sole intention of trying not to focus on anything negative.

But now that I have, it’s hard not to focus on the negative. Especially the colonoscopy, and likely endoscopy, needed to help determine the cause of the iron deficiency. I’ve had both procedures before, and neither were the most pleasant to endure, and which will be made even more problematic due to my enlarged spleen. (For all you doctors out there, it extends 4 fingers below my rib cage.)

So while I wait for my colonoscopy consultation (for which I’m not in any hurry), I’ve started taking an iron supplement, in the hope I can reverse the deficiency, knowing full well that any improvement may only be masking the real problem, and that a colonoscopy will still be required. But even that is presenting some issues.

I’ve learned, after doing much reserach, that taking an iron supplement is not such a simple a task. For one thing, the body only absorbs about 10% of the iron it consumes, and that many things can interfere with the absorption, including green tea, chocolate, and even wine, 3 things I partake in quite often, just to name a few. And then there’s vitamin C, something I have avoided (at least in supplement form) since my diagnosis with MCL, which aids in the absorption of iron.

Consequently, I now keep track of when I eat (and drink green tea), so I know when to take the iron (determined to be 1 hour before and 2 hours after eating) to maximize absorption.

Unfortunately that has caused another issue. Like the fact, it’s 10 AM and having just finished a cup of tea, means I can’t take an iron tablet until noon, and can’t eat lunch until 1 PM, but I’m hungry now.

This is when will power really comes in to play. I just hope I can hold out till noon, when I can at least eat the orange I brought with me (remember Vitamin C aids in the absorption of iron) when I take the iron.

Oh well, if nothing else this should at least aid in my quest to lose some more weight.

Feb 252010
 

You know it’s hard being upbeat all the time, especially considering the state of the economy, and the continual partisan bickering by our elected representatives, further evidenced by today’s health care summit [which I turned off after about 10 minutes], who seem to be more concerned with their own well being rather than the well being of the American public.

But that not withstanding, at least the weather has cooperated enough to allow me to get over 500 miles in [on the bike] so far this month, I didn’t get called in for jury duty this week, and my latest blood work continues to show stable disease, if not some slight improvement.

My absolute lymphocyte count still continues on its downward trend [ever so slightly], and it looks like my platelets have finally stabilized, with the latest count coming in at 181 thou/cumm. Hemoglobin has also remained stable at 11.8 g/dl. Not great, but all things considering it could be a lot worse.

So as long as I can continue to avoid the nightly news, and confrontations with ill informed individuals [at least IMO], wishing to engage in political discussion, I may yet be able to keep an upbeat attitude.

Plus a good bottle of wine never hurt either. :)