Apr 212010
 

As Roseanne Roseannadanna would always say “It just goes to show ya…it’s always something! If it’s not one thing, it’s another!”

Well now that I’m feeling much better, I can get back to my normal routine of whining and complaining. After all that is what I do best. Plus it’s windy and cold outside, and not conducive for a bike ride, so I’ve got plenty of time on my hands.

Yesterday at work we had Sarbannes Oxley (SOX) training, for which I had to attend. I thought SOX was about financial accountability, so why in the world would manufacturing, quality and metallurgy need to be in attendance?

Well as it turns out [at least how I interpret it], SOX is nothing more than AS9100, but with accounting factored in, and we have to write a[nother] manual documenting everything we do from order taking, to production, to shipping, to invoicing etc.

So I’m sitting there bored to death, thinking why in the world are we going through this, when it’s basically already done. The only people who needed to be there are the accounting department, and the only procedures that need to be written relate to accounting.

And on top of all this, we have to be audited quarterly to SOX. Isn’t it enough we do internal audits twice a year for AS9100, and an annual surveillance audit? Now we have more audits to contend with. At least we’re being spared the big SOX surveillance audit by an independent outside auditor, since we are pretty small (42 employees), and are technically now under the control of another division within the company.

Oh well, I guess I’d better start getting use to this, now that I’m working for a BIG company. Useless time spent in meetings, and doing other things hampering me from completing the work that needs to be completed to produce the products our customers want.

And then last night, I come across this post on the NHL (non-hodgkins lymphoma) message board

My out of pocket max for insurance, calendar year 7/1-6/30, is $1,000.00 As of 9/2/2009, after 4 weeks of rituxan at over $250 a pop, my OOP was met, yet, I kept getting bills for 5% owed on CT Scans and PET Scans. I overpaid $192.24 and have it all in black and white. 6 times I called my insurance company, 6 times was connected to a “Resolution Specialist” and 6 times was told, we’re right and you’re wrong. So April 14th, they finally admitted I was right and ya know what they did? They sent the checks to the Doctors!!!! Now begins my fight with the Doctors to collect MY money!

So anyway, I had an appt with my oncologist today, keep in mind I’ve been told all along that I have to have scans every 3 months until 2 years has passed. My first R-CHOP session was 4/14/08. Now I don’t know about you but by my calculations, this month is 2 years!!?? So my last scan was 1/18/2010 (NED) which would put my next scan this month, or so you’d think, right? So she sits there and schedules my next scan in July (beginning of next insurance calendar year) I just lost it, I said “wait a **** minute, that’s 6 months and you told me every 3 months for two years, why the sudden change?” She looked at me like I was insane!! How very convenient that it would have put me in a new calendar year and I’d have had to pay another 5% or the CT scan.

And this is the system so many people are fighting tooth and nail to protect. This would not be a problem in any other country in the world. Only in the US is it a problem.

First off, despite having NHL, CT scans every three months is way too often. I haven’t had one in over 5 years, and why would I? No matter what results it produced I still wouldn’t start treatment, so why risk the radiation exposure.

And secondly doesn’t she see this is one of the reasons health care is so expensive in this country. When health care is put in the same category as any other commodity, health care providers are driven by the profit motive to order tests and procedures, whether needed or not. Remember health care providers don’t get paid for doing nothing.

And this problem is further exacerbated by the constant squeezing of health care providers by health insurers [also a profit driven industry] to work for less and less compensation, which then leads to more unnecessary tests and procedures, forcing even the most ethical doctors and health care providers to reconsider what is in their own interest in order just to survive.

It’s a never ending cycle, constantly feeding on itself, and at the same time increasing costs and reducing the quality of the care everyone receives.

I know I’ve said it before, but eventually the entire system will implode, until at some point the only people who will be able to afford health care, will be the very rich, and those that have perpetuated this abomination of a health care system, and even they will likely end up having to go overseas if they want to receive anything close to quality health care.

Oh well, such is life. At least I am feeling better now that I’ve got that off my chest.

Feb 172010
 

When I first started this blog, I didn’t intend it to be an outlet for my political beliefs. It was intended only to be about me, describing my experiences dealing with MCL (Mantle Cell Lymphoma), and educating others about some of the pitfalls dealing with the US health care system, so that others could benefit from many of the mistakes I’ve made.

Of course along the way, the blog strayed from its original intent, mostly discussing my exploits on the bike, and dealing with the weather here in southern California, interspersed with the occasional diatribe on the US health care system. Most recently (due to a lack of inspiration) there were even a few posts pointing out how little people in the US really understand our health care system, and the lunacy [IMO] of those few individuals employing alternative treatments.

The problem is, the more I went down that road, the more frustrated I became, ultimately leading to my previous post where I indicated I just had enough. But more than anything I think I just needed a break. There have just been way too many things going on in my life lately. Dealing with my MCL for the past [nearly] 8 years, waiting for the next shoe to drop, dealing with changes occurring at the the company I’ve worked for over 20 years after being purchased by a MUCH larger company, and the continual dealings with unreasonable customers [and suppliers], among other things, just started to take its toll.

So here I sit, having calmed down considerably, deciding it’s time to break my silence.

So in case anyone is interested, I’m still feeling fine [mostly], and I’m still managing to get 150+ miles per week on the bike (despite the rain, and otherwise lousy weather). I just have no intention of dwelling on issues I have no control over, instead choosing to focus more on the positive [hopefully not mundane] things in life.

Hopefully it will make for a better and more interesting blog!

 Posted by at 7:11 pm
Dec 092009
 

Well, we (the company I work for) passed our ISO 9001 re-registration and AS9100 surveillance audits today with flying colors.

That alleviates a lot of stress for me, because it’s the one aspect of my job I have never been real comfortable with (fortunately I do have a lot of help though). I’m a degreed metallurgist, and sort of inherited this quality thing, which even after 20+ years of dealing with it, I still haven’t completely grasped.

Couple that with the fact in my 30+ years in the aerospace industry, I have seen one iteration of quality standards after another come and go, so after awhile you tend to become a little jaded. At least the current standard has managed to stick around for 10+ years, and appears to be here to stay.

Still, the paper work and minutia, which in most cases [at least IMO] adds little, if any value to the product, can sometimes be too much to bare.

Regardless, it is a relief, to be done with it for another year, and now I can finally get back to concentrating on the more important things in life, like bike riding.

I just hope the weather starts cooperating more.

 Posted by at 5:17 pm
Dec 062009
 

If I don’t go for a bike ride, it just pretty much ruins the rest of my day. I feel like I’ve missed out on something.  Which I did.

I missed out on exercising, something I believe has been part and parcel to my longevity. I also missed out on the banter that goes on during the ride, and afterwards at the coffee shop. It just makes for a lousy day.

Instead, I went to the gym to try and make up for it. I recently learned that cyclists tend to have low bone densities, and are more prone to osteoporosis as a result. So while load bearing exercises are vital for everyone, they are especially important for cyclists.

That didn’t really help at all. In fact, it may have made things even worse. I made the grave mistake of thinking about work, and thinking about a statement my boss made to me last Tuesday.

As I was getting ready to leave work, I reminded Wayne (my boss) about the upcoming ISO re-registration and AS9100 surveillance audits to be performed this week, 12/7 thru 12/9, and making sure he would be there. He commented that he would be there, but wished he didn’t have to be there the following week.

I didn’t think anything of it at the time, but at the gym today, I started thinking. The following week is the last work week before our 2 week Christmas shutdown. It should be happy time [or so I thought]. So then, why did he make that statement? Is something ominous going to happen? Are there going to be some synergies taking place relating to the buy out of our company in September?  Are some people going to lose their jobs? Am I going to be one of them?

Lots of interesting questions, which I wish I hadn’t thought about, but that’s what I get for not going for a bike ride.

Oh well, and as I always like to say, such is life.

Hopefully some good wine, at the brunch we’re going to this afternoon, will help me forget.

 Posted by at 12:13 pm
Nov 062009
 

It’s a lot easier to tell your customer to go F*^# themselves. Of course I would never use such blunt terms. I’m [usually] a lot more tactful.

It seems Lockheed Martin Corporation, yes that aerospace giant building the new Joint Strike Fighter (JSF) aircraft, is having some internal problems. It’s not unusual during times when business is bad, for customer quality reps to reject parts for no good reason, to show their bosses what a great job they’re doing and justify their position.

And that’s exactly what has happened here. [At least that's my take on the situation.] One of the Lockheed quality reps, went into one of our vendors (which they are permitted to do), and told the vendor to stop working on the parts after he discovered they used an unapproved vendor for honing. The problem is there are no requirements to use approved vendors for honing, and there are no approved vendors for the process (anywhere in the world), as there is no specification for the process to be approved to.

But rather than going to the powers to be to get clarification, he instructed us, informally via a third party, and without a formal rejection outlining exactly what specification(s), blue print or PO requirements we violated, to seek clarification by completing paperwork submitting these parts for the non violation.

If this rep needs clarification, he needs to seek clarification on his own. Then, when he is sure we have violated something  he can formally reject the parts. Only then will can we respond. Otherwise, he should take the parts off hold, and let us complete the parts.

You know, maybe this takeover isn’t such a bad thing, especially considering some of the other changes going on. Things are starting to get a lot more interesting. I may have to consider postponing retirement a little longer, assuming of course they still want me after this. :)

 Posted by at 2:40 pm
Oct 242009
 

Yesterday, I went to see my primary care physician at the VA hospital. But before getting in to see her, I had to see the nurse to take my vitals, and ask me a few questions. The first questions were related to whether I had PTSD. Since I’ve never seen combat that was an easy one to answer.  No!

But then came questions concerning depression, e.g. in the past 2 weeks have I felt depressed, down, not feeling like doing anything?

I snickered at first, not sure how to answer, but then I thought,

Yeah I’m depressed, down, and sometimes don’t feel like doing anything. Why would you even think that wasn’t the case? I’ve got a terminal illness, which I monitor on a monthly basis, waiting for the moment when something changes drastically, for the worse, and I have to start treatment. I may hide it well sometimes, but that doesn’t mean I don’t feel like that most a lot of the time.

Then there’s the fact the company I’ve worked at for the past 20+ years (and definitely in the top 10 of best companies to work for), was just purchased by a MUCH bigger company, and there are already changes taking place which are going to have a big impact, and not necessarily for the better.

And those are just the little things. There’s so much more to be depressed about.

This isn’t the country I remember growing up in. Yeah, maybe with the internet and everything else, we have become more attuned to the divisions in this country and in the world, but I believe it goes much deeper than that.

I hate the way this country has become so divided, i.e. right/left, conservative/liberal, republican/democrat, red state/blue state etc. I hate the fact we have spawned so many derisive and hateful people like Glenn Beck, Sarah Palin and Rush Limbaugh, whose only goals are to promote themselves, and foment divisions and hatred within the country.

I hate the fact that so many people in this country have so little regard for the plight of others, they would sooner cut their own throats then help out someone less fortunate.

I hate the fact our elected representatives have been bought and paid for by big business, and no longer care about what’s best for their constituents and for the country, but only what is in their own self interest (and the interests of the businesses that support them), and how they can ensure their reelection.

Oh, and maybe worst of all, I’ve hardly been getting any riding in on my bike this month, and I still haven’t been able to figure out what is causing that damn clicking on my bike.

But after all that deliberation (about 2 seconds worth), instead of answering the questions truthfully, I chose to lie, and I answered no. It wasn’t a big lie, but I just wasn’t interested in confronting what might be next had I answered truthfully. That might have made me even more depressed.

 Posted by at 12:28 pm