27
Aug

And the journey begins

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As Edie begins preparing for an autologous stem cell transplant (ASCT), and since I have mostly recovered from my recent back injury (I swam 300 meters, ran 2.5 miles, and raced my bike yesterday), for the next couple of months this blog won’t be so much about me, but instead will focus on chronicling Edie’s journey.

And so far it has been a rapid and event filled journey. Maybe even too fast [for me]. I never realized how much preparation goes in to having a transplant.

Last week there was extra blood work, a 24 hr urine collection, skeletel scan and EKG. This week she’s had a MUGA scan, pulmonary function test, and had blood drawn to check blood gases (a very painful experience she tells me), and today she has a stress test scheduled.

Next week there’s a consultation for the insertion of a Hickman Line, and if all goes as planned, the installation of that Hickman Line the following week.

After that it’s all down hill. Chemotherapy, stem cell collection, and transplant (once sufficient stem cells have been collected), followed by about a 3 week hospital recovery while her immune system rebuilds itself.

Edie’s anticipating she’ll be back home, and back to normal by early November.

This has all been happening rather quickly, and I have to admit I’m not totally on board with this decision, but she has done the research, and believes it offers the best chance for achieving a good remission, event free survival, and greater quality of life, so who am I to second guess her.

I’m just hoping everthing goes as planned!

23
Aug

Back pain is the worst!

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Now I have pulled a muscle or two in my lower back before, which has resulted in a great deal of pain, often coupled with an inability to even move, but at least in those cases, when I curl up in the fetal position, and don’t move, the pain goes away.

But around 2 AM last night, I awoke with such extreme pain in my upper back, there was nothing I could do to alleviate it. The pain was so extreme, I couldn’t even lift my head, and for quite awhile I actually felt nauseous. Eventually I was able to stretch it out, enabling me to move, albeit very gingerly, but the pain was still there.

At that point, I was desperate, and did something I have vowed never to do, or at least only do in extreme situations. I took a SOMA.

So what caused this pain? I’m not exactly sure, because I don’t remember feeling any pain at the time, but I suspect it was when I was putting the sub woofer into the new entertainment center we had delivered yesterday. That sucker is heavy and awkward to lift.

Now I’m still in a lot of pain, and I’m resisting the need to take another SOMA, so I’ve decided not to go for my usual bike ride (I couldn’t even if I wanted to) this morning. Instead, the plan is to spend the day alternately applying heat and ice to the effected area in the hope the pain will go away by tomorrow.

If it doesn’t improve much, I may resort to taking another pill, but I’m hoping it won’t come to that.  In the mean time I’ll just suffer

19
Aug

Not sure how to feel

categories Cycling, Diagnosis, Edie, My MCL     Comments (1)       

Just got my latest blood work today, and I don’t know whether to be happy or concerned.

My lymphocytes dropped from 120 thou/cumm to 93 thou/cumm, which is good, but my hemoglobin dropped to 11.6 g/dl, my platelets dropped to 185 thou/mcl and my LDH was up to 160 IU/L, which are all bad trends. (No mention of polychromasia.)

Now while my hemoglobin and platelets have been down at those levels before, this is the highest my LDH has been since it was at 153 IU/L back in January.

[BIG SIGH] I just hate this! The prospect of starting treatment any time soon weighs so heavily on my mind now, especially since Edie has decided she wants to try and go for the transplant again, I can’t seem to think rationally any more.

I’m hoping racing at Eldorado tonight will clear my mind.

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